tired of hoping.
things are going nowhere for quite a while now. everything's fading, i guess. and yesterday was kind of a really big sign. no, no...... Saturday was a really big sign. yesterday was a confirmation.
and today is an affirmation.
came across something just now. read it. it got me thinking. and then i understood.
i finally understood.
when you have tried your best to show how much you really want things to work, you just can't help but throw everything out the window when you bump into bad reality checks time and again. i don't like to give up. never did like the idea. but somehow i know this would save me from alot more heartache. i've learned my lessons. things could have been different for her. at least she'd know how it feels to be really adored. but i guess she's got her own plans. and her own choices. so there goes everything......
and to think all this while she's the first person i felt so much hope for......
"i would walk away. would you? i will try to forget. would you? its not the same, bro. i dont have feelings for her.. you do. a person with love is more patient." - RosS
sometimes we just can't see the clear, simple things...
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