inner.verbal.assault

Saturday, January 29, 2005

i need to know why is it that i walk around with such a hollow space inside and can still afford to give away smiles and laughter as if they were genuine.

this is a very shitty feeling.

bedroom*hair @ 9:02 am

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Thursday, January 27, 2005

besides living in an airport, i wouldn't mind residing in a hospital. for a few days at least.

visited a friend in hospital yesterday. the poor girl had her whole right leg up to her knee in thick bandage. with a scaffold of a metal support sticking out of her limb. and i still get people asking me why i'm not into bikes. but it was really nice to see her again, even in the least preferred setting. there she was surrounded by all of her close friends and relatives, looking all sedated and understandably tired. it made me wonder if i'd have the same kind of turnout if ever a taxi were to kiss my right leg. it was emotional for her at first but i guess good humour got the better of her. she's recovering well and i'm probably gonna visit her again.

you recover soon, yes?

bedroom*hair @ 10:20 am

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Wednesday, January 26, 2005

change is in the air.

big time.

today is probably the most revolutionary day since God knows when. almost everything i heard today points to a positive outlook. with the inclusion of a new member into the band and another goldmine waiting in the wings, new objectives and direction have been injected into the new order. and this time we're not gonna sit on our laurels and waste another year and a half. enough. i say it's about time.

fulfilment would describe the order of the day. and if things continue to fall from the sky into respective laps it'd be a bloody good year.

so hello joshuA, hello FrontlineSoundsystem, hello 2005.

to jA and rosS, i think i speak for everyone when i say you guys were never really going anywhere without each other.

great things are finally on their way.

i just hope i'd find that one last piece to make it complete.

bedroom*hair @ 1:40 am

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Monday, January 24, 2005

goodness.

how long has it been.

i might as well wait another 3 days to make it a month since my last entry. anyways it's good to be back. it's been a really really good month, yes.

and dammit it felt so good to play.

i reckon i'd have the will to recap the past month on another day but for now i can't be arsed. too many people. too many stories. too much fun.

but the highlight of the hiatus would be the new found liason with the KL kids. nice warm bunch, the whole lot. fucking love every single one of them. especially zamiR. didn't expect him to be so nice as to worry about my well-being during my stay. that's why i went back up again just last week.

thank you for being the best host anyone could ask for, zamiR. come April it'd be my turn.

however the first visit was undoubtedly more fun, though. stayed in KL for about 3 days before going on a road trip with the boys for their gig in Kelantan.

yes. Kelantan.

to save breath, it was the best trip ever. ever. the gig was held at some kinda resort near the beach, and so we had our fun with the digicam. thank you, nanA. i reckon it'd be such a bore without the brilliant pictures. and yes they were really brilliant. i will post them up when i find my willpower one of these days.

i miss them already.

thank you, boys. for making me feel at home. for all the laughs. for everything.

but skool just had to end my roll. it's only been 4 weeks and already i am hoping to see the end of Foundation Studies. ptooi.

fuck.

thinking about skool just made me lazy to finish this entry proper.

fuck.

come to think of it, there's 9 more weeks of skool. dammit. but what the hell. it's not as if i haven't gone through the madness.

at least i've got you to think about.

bedroom*hair @ 7:20 pm

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